First Dimension Blues

As I get in a meditative state, I cast a maroon/copper chord out of my root chakra into the center of the earth. I watch it as it goes through each layer before it reaches its destination. Lately, I can’t pierce the first layer of soil without my chord flying off and heading into space. Even when I cast roots out of my feet, they spread horizontally before they attach to the dirt. This has caused a few new vibrational shifts to take place and a release of control/trust within me. 

I think this all started because, as time went on, I would cast the root chord, but I would also cast a purple crown thread up toward Sirius, the star system I have the most experience and trust with. Sometimes I would let myself suspend, weightless, between the chords amongst nothingness. Now, when I do that, I am suspended horizontally, and instead of feeling safe and easy, I feel tense and careful. 

I’ve been really wanting to get back to the center of the earth, and for a while I felt like I had to get my root back into the soil for that to happen. In my mind I couldn’t access earth with a firm rooting in space. (For the record, my chord doesn’t go anywhere specific, that I know of, when it’s out there. It just anchors into space). So, today I busted out this book I made of my first experience in the center (pictured). Reading this made me realize that I can still access this dimension, and the new placement of my trust/safety chord is a new perspective on this plane. 

So, naturally, I went to the center. That’s a different story for a different day.